ABOUT ME

HI EVERYONE AND WELCOME TO MY BLOG! J

Thank you for visiting and I hope that some of my entries will at least benefit you in something.

Shout out to my parents for combining their genes to create the most unattractive, weird, annoying and awkward person ever (read: me!)

I am 20. Born on 15^th October 1997 in Kuala Terengganu. The 2^nd child from 6 siblings.

Friends that know me well said that I am antisocial, yet social. Like I don’t talk to people first that much, but when someone talks to me first I’m up for talking to them. Some days I’ll be really talkative and friendly and other days I’m just in my shell like nah today ain’t the day for socializing.

I started to enter the world of education at an early age of 4 (why mum) at Tadika Yayasan Islam Terengganu until 6.

Then I proceed my 6 years of primary school at SK Sultan Sulaiman 1. Get to be school prefect during that time and I was being called ‘ulat buku’. Finished my Nilam every year and got the 1^st and 2^nd place when I was 11 and 12. But that’s just about it. Now I can’t even afford to finish a book (my younger self must be really sad to know this) 

Continue my study at SMKA Sheikh Abdul Malek. And stayed in the hostel ever since. Learned a lot of new things and experienced new situations as well (with all the tarbiah and usrah and stuff) I am grateful Alhamdulillah. Form 1 until Form 3 was not that exciting to tell about, still young and immature at that time. I still laugh hysterically everytime I look back at my old pictures. After PMR, I thought of moving to another school but oh well I choose to stay. I took science stream and numbers are my biggest enemy at that time (still are). Oh man I really hate Additional Mathematics and Physics. Alhamdulillah turned out my SPM result for both subjects are not that bad and I proud of myself for my hard work paid off.

During these 2 years, I kind of an active student; involving and volunteering myself for many curriculum activities and sports. I was the President of Kadet Remaja Sekolah (P) and Rumah Sukan and I was the Vice President of Calligraphy Club. I played basketball for my school team and debate. I really cherished those moments I have during my secondary school and I am looking forward for a reunion with them all. #shamsians1014

our graduation day :)

Goodbye school and hello university life. I took foundation of TESL for a year at UiTM Shah Alam but for 2^nd semester we moved to pusat asasi, UiTM Dengkil, Selangor. I thought I cannot move on from my secondary school but a year of foundation was a whole new level for me. God knows how happy my one year of foundation was. It was a fun and super crazy ride for me. And hey I am doing the thing that I have passion in, there was nothing to be sad of.

But maybe God knows better. And I never questioned His fate on me (I try) for I believe that He knows what is best and what is not. I cannot further my degree in TESL (as I planned) and I got Bachelor in Office System instead. This course is very new to me and I started with zero interest (seriously) but I kid you not, I managed to finish my 1^st semester, and hey it was not that bad. My mind set before taking this course has ruined all the fun. Eventually I get to know that this course offers you with many choices of work and the subjects that I learn throughout this 3 years’ time are affordable.

So yeah, semester 1 was great. Now I am currently in my 2^nd semester and I hope that I can afford this semester as well like I did in my 1^st semester aamiin J

last day MDS xD

My journey is not that interesting you see. But if there is something that I learned through this, I would say:

“Stop questioning. Stop overthinking. Stop looking back and trying to measure where you’ve been or how far you have to let go. Stop telling yourself you aren’t there yet, or aren’t good enough. Because right where you are in this moment – even in all this imperfections and mess and steps still left to take – is exactly where you are supposed to be. Never thought in my life I could afford this but look, I can. Taking science stream and continue foundation in TESL but majoring in Office System now. It was crazy. But is it worth? Yes. The gaining – knowledge, wisdom, experience, lessons. Everything I go through teaches me how to survive. Every obstacle helps me learn who am I. and little by little, I am making it throughJ”